Attitude come with style

♥VDAY Picnic♥

2012-02-17T00:29:00.002+08:00

Vday picnic at my fave place, Botanical Garden♥
Enjoy the simple and peaceful time over there and headed to vivo for our dinner.
Thanks Dear for the present, finally my melody cushion and the hand made card!
I know I've been too whiny and depress recently , thanks for enduring and giving in to all my nonsense.
Hopefully we will love each other more ( not less!) as the time goes by.
Thanks for everything and more of these simple moments which really counts♥

Dearest Wenn's 21st!

2012-01-18T22:56:00.003+08:00

Happy 21st Bday:D

GFs Love:)

With our bday present to her:)

So cute! i want this too~~

Eve♥

Wenn♥

Mic♥

Wendy's 21st Bday at MBS over the weekend!
6years plus from toot toot girls till now when all of us are becoming ladies or already are?
More years to come and different type of big days for us to celebrate tgt:)

Z.J.M.B!

2012-01-05T00:53:00.002+08:00

Z.J.M.B picnic at botanic garden :) 10 years and still counting on!

Victim of our own mind..

2012-01-03T23:57:00.001+08:00

3rd day of 2012, End of the world is coming? well sometimes i hope it is, tired of life..
Hoping for things to get better but apparently it does not seem to be that way
I'm constantly having a war with myself, I know I've no choice but to pull through all these
my heart and brain does not coordinate well with each other anymore, not anymore..
Perhaps, I should really go for a medical check up and if I'm be diagnose with some illness esp my stomach?
Perhaps, that will be a sufficient reason for me to quit and leave all this behind ?
Perhaps, I'm no longer the strong and independent girl anymore
I'm just a useless,weak woman who is constantly living in despair
and being a burden to the people who love me
and often try too hard to put on a smile, telling people. " I'm fine"?

Last Month of 2011

2011-12-11T22:14:00.001+08:00

Last month of 2011

X'mas.new year eve etc is all coming up

Ct tml, sch break yet flooded with tonns of deadline

can i just disappear and leave everything down for the time being

History is repeating itself again..

nothing seem to really motivate me anymore

nothing seem to excite me easily anymore

Sick and tired of the life I'm having

doing everything for the sake of it , srsly meaningless.

If only I have a passion or a dream?

which i obviously have no idea what izit yet

I really want a change in my life, a positive and lively one.

i wanna change my lifestyle and perhaps change an environment in the future

Living in such a money minded and competitive country is draining all our energy away

focusing on the stuffs we have to do in order to survive but not enjoying life at all

well even if there are some form of enjoyments, no money=no talk.

We study like mad, work our days off, endure all these stress

yet sometimes what we get back then we need to pay off and contribute back to the society and we left with nth much,how pathetic...

So we take in whatever the country is giving us and live with it cause we have no choice?

If someone will to ask me, what's the things that keep me moving on in life? i would say nth, nth much at all...

:(

2011-11-14T00:40:00.003+08:00

-Freaking Depressing Year-

Dearest Qing:D

2011-11-08T00:05:00.002+08:00

Thanks qing:)

Happy 21st Bday Eve♥

2011-11-01T01:27:00.000+08:00

Too complicated?

2011-10-29T01:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I hate to admit that perhaps I'm just too complicated to understand

no one really knows me well, at times I'm too complicated for myself to understand too?

I asked myself, who is there for me when i really needed one?

oh well, maybe the problem lies with myself

always keeping everything and even when someone ask , i chose to say nth much, I'll be fine..

But am I really doing fine? I dunnoo...

I just wish there is just someone there i can find at random moments

perhaps a random dinner or such

i understand everyone is busy with their own life

But sometimes i really find it so hard to find a friend out, not even one...

Why am i always the one taking the initiative?

of course i dun mind doing all these if ppl are willing to meet up but do i deserve all those cold responses and ppl not getting back to me?

It make me feel like I'm the only one who care?

and no one bother to arrange one or somehow no one miss me in their life?

Doesn't make a different whether we meet or not?

I always wanted to maintain good and long friendship which all of us will make an effort to meet up once in a while, simple dinner and catch up session

No excuses and response steadily to the meet up.

But once again, why everything seem to be so hard?

Draggggedddddd

2011-10-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

The day i dragggg the most is coming, TML:(
No more staying up late, nua nua and nua
same cycle same routine , killing of brain cells and forcing myself to study something which I'm not good at...
Srsly HATE it but what can i do? NOTHING.....

3rd Day; New Experiences:D

2011-09-30T22:19:00.004+08:00

Final grp pic before leaving the place

Oysters:D

Fresh Seafood!

Elephant Trekking!

Dear and the Monkey!

Joan<3

Elephant 'Massage'!

5km Water Rafting!

One hour plus journey to the water rafting place which is located out of krabi!
Actually we dun intend to play it but rather than waiting at there aimlessly we decided to give it a try!
It was indeed a exciting 5km water rafting experience:D
The funny instructor who decided to grab and throw a toad which made me stand on the boat and Joan jumped into the water!
Followed by Fish spa,Atv,Elephant trekking,Monkey & Elephant show,had a elephant 'massage'!
Every thing was a new experience to us, first time playing all:D
Finally, a sumptuous seafood dinner, oysters,crabs,squid,clams then thai massage plus our own drinking session at hotel room which ended our last night there:(

More pictures here!

2nd day; Phi Phi Islands Tour!

2011-09-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

The Clear Blue Sea:D

Smiley Face toast bread!

‎2nd day at Krabi! The most exciting day of the trip! The day which i was 'floating'!
Woke up at 7 plus ,had our breakfast at the hotel and the tour guide came to fetch us at 8 plus with their local bus!
Along the way ,it started to rain heavily,we were afraid that the tour will be affected though aft a while it stopped and we board the speed boat which begins our Islands tour!
The journey was an exciting yet tough one as the rain started again and the waves hit up to level 3 which was really high!
The boat was really bumping and as expected i become a seasick girl , Started to vomit non stop! One pack after another:(
But as we reached Phi Phi Island, it was all worth it! The clear blue sea,beautiful and magnificent view!
We were all wet,shivering due to the rain and dirty after a whole day out in sea,
headed back hotel had a hot shower ,dinner and went to the street for a stroll and drinks:D

More Pictures here!

Krabi; Day One:D

2011-09-30T21:47:00.002+08:00

Reached our destination at 2 plus, took cab to our hotel and booked our first tour for the next day!
The hotel was not bad, with balcony and a really cool toilet.
As most of the tours begins early in the morning so we just have a stroll along the beach which is just behind our hotel!
The sea and view was really beautiful!
Managed to catch the sunset too!
Had a simple thai food dinner along the stretch outside our hotel:D

More pictures here!

20 Sept 11, Happy Six Months♥

2011-09-21T04:35:00.003+08:00

A small present from me<3

He was falling while i snap this pic! Epic face:)

Finally Singapore Flyer:D

This really cool hawker center at Singapore Flyer, lots of antique and old school stuffs there!

Ajisen Ramen for Dinner:)

Happy Six Months♥

Maintaining a relationship is not easy
it takes both of us to understand and give in to each other
At the same time ,thanks for enduring with my stubbornness esp during stressful periods and times when I'm kinda of depressed
Let's us create more memorable memories together:) love you!

A day out with ♥

2011-08-30T01:33:00.000+08:00

A day out with ♥,using my new camera Canon G12:DDD

Final Destination 5,Dinner at Pizza-hut, Took a stroll at helix bridge and Esplanade rooftop

cam-whore with love using my newly bought G12 ♥

Plan B

2011-08-19T04:15:00.002+08:00

I'm LOST
i need a direction
Have been thinking so much recently
What i want in life? What's my passion?
I wanna quit and give up so badly now
this is leading me to no where...
I need a PLAN B

I really wanna believe that i deserve a better life in my late 20s or 30s ,
at least a stable and peaceful one will do which is having a right husband by my side,family and kids.
Doing a job which i like,or at least dun hate.

After all these we have been through in the 20yrs,
though i know life is not gonna be easy but I'm going to work hard for it
I know some ppl work hard for their entire life which eventually lose the meaning of living?
Work for the sake of $$,support family and the endless bills,expenses etc
and for us now,study for the sake of cert to assure ourselves a better paying job
though that does not fully grantee us that, work force is an entire different thing

A higher cert might get us an easier entry to the jobs we want or a better paying job compare to a lower cert
but i believe in long term,everything still depends on experience,skills and how well we perform to our duties
So what if you get an all 'As' ,Gpa 3.5 or more yet not able to apply real life skills in your work?
having knowledge that are perhaps useless to what we will be working in the future?
Wasting years and years studying yet dunno what you are studying?

Sometimes I believe it's really beyond the knowledge we get from books
I know it will help us in someway but that is if we pursue our dreams towards that direction?
That's the problem of Singaporeans,
how many people actually dare to put dwn everything and really pursue our dreams? Less than 50%?
Even if u really have, u need $$$ to pursue that?
Sadly to say, in a modern and fast paced country like Sg ,everything is about money
you have the cash, there will be alot more alternative ways and shorter path for u to choose,
if you don't have then you will have no choice but to choose the longer road and wasting your youth off..

老天爷 pls be a little bit mercy on me and let it happen if I work hard in life...

XLB!

2011-08-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

Xlb at Paragon Din tai Feng with Dear Qing:D

Baby you're a Firework!

2011-08-16T02:22:00.001+08:00

Firework with dearest Sis & Bf ♥♥♥

Dearest Qing:D

2011-08-13T23:01:00.001+08:00

LOVE YOU Qing♥♥♥

Fucking depressed

2011-08-12T02:44:00.004+08:00

My pillow ,my hair,my face flooded by my tears.
Literally broke down while talking to Sis over the same issue I've being facing for months.
Tears couldn't stop flowing out , my eyes are swollen and my head hurts now.
I dun feel any better as things are still the same and the problem still exists.
I dun blame anyone just myself.
Go ahead And Call me weird,stubborn,complicated etc
i dun deny any of the above at all as I know I really am..

Who I am?

2011-08-11T17:49:00.002+08:00

Jessie J – Who You Are Lyrics

I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no…

Don’t lose who you are in the blur of the start!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It’s okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it’s hard to follow your heart.
Tears don’t mean you’re losing, everybody’s bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
(who you are [x11])

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
The more I try the less is working, yeah
‘Cause everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no…

Don’t lose who you are in the blur of the start!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It’s okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it’s hard to follow your heart.
But tears don’t mean you’re losing, everybody’s bruising,
There’s nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no’s, egos, fake shows, like BOOM,
Just go and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good luck, goodnight,
With a smile, that’s my home!
That’s my home, no…

No, no, no, no, no…
Don’t lose who you are in the blur of the start!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It’s okay not to be okay…
Sometimes it’s hard to follow your heart.
Tears don’t mean you’re losing, everybody’s bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
yeah yeah yeah

Depression?

2011-08-02T21:35:00.001+08:00

Business,Econs, Numbers,graphs,etc?

Am I on the right path?

have been doubting it since April yet I need to convince myself things will be fine soon?
But it's like a cycle,one after another
One over,more to come
Never ending obstacles for me to overcome
Testing my determination and perseverance
I hate to admit but at times perhaps I'm really almost defeated by all these
I'm already trying my very best to achieve the best i can
But some stuffs are really just not within my control..
Cannot means cannot, that's exactly the reason why i flunked my 'O' levels so badly.
Sometimes I asked myself,maybe i should have just stop here?
But if that the case, what's the pt of working so hard for the past 3 years?
Contradicting myself ain't fun at all!
One sentence to conclude it all
That life, isn't it? *BIG SIGH*

Beside all these, my body is giving me endless problems too:(
Migraine, Leg cramps and serious gastric pain
Not the first or second times i experienced all these shit
but it seem to be getting worst, leg cramps for 3 times within a week
Gastric pain till i can hardly stand and vomited gastric juice.
Headache until want cry.
Is there really sth wrong with my body?
Perhaps i should go for a medical check up soon
Perhaps if the worst happen, i shouldn't be wasting my time studying now?

Bang my head on a wall and call it a day.

2011-07-26T21:56:00.001+08:00

Bang your head on a wall and call it a day.

“Sometimes when people are under stress, they hate to think, and it's the time when they most need to think.”-Bill Clinton

I'm really stressed out.

Everything in my life is a stress. I'm stressed out about not doing stuffs effectively and losing it all.

Self discipline, self motivation and everything in life.

I'm tired of everything, i know this is part of the process

but I'm really afraid of this feeling....

Atas Road trip with Girls♥

2011-07-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

Riders Cafe-->Kent Ridge Park-->One degree 15--> Chomp Chomp!
4 Places in 6 hrs road trip with girls ♥
Nice places and nice pictures taken!
Thanks Eve for driving us around, More to come :D

Dearest Stead 21st Bday♥

2011-07-18T00:34:00.005+08:00

Though we dun meet up often but still love them all♥

With bday girl:)

Her super In mum! 'Gan ma'~~!!

Our Pretty Princess!

Another 21st bday chalet of the year!
This year was indeed a year full of 21st bdays and most of them are my dearest ones♥♥♥
had an awesome catch up with her,Joyce,Connie, of course Joan and their bfs plus her cute family too.
Although we seldom meet up now but every gathering is definitively a great one!
Hopefully we will be able to maintain this as the years goes by:)

Overthinking...

2011-07-16T01:50:00.000+08:00

What if...

2011-07-04T22:24:00.001+08:00

Can i afford to quit?
i know it not the end of the world if I dun attain that cert.
Life still goes on, perhaps working life will be harder
but maybe I will be able to adapt and like it more compare to sch?
beside the fact that i have to work extra hard compare to the rest and start from the bottom?
But what if even with the cert in 3 years time ,
I ended up starting from the basic as after-all experience play a huge part .
And in 3 years time,I'm already able to earn an amt even if the pay is not that high yet
I might be able to get on a higher position first with that cert compare to going out to the work industry now
What if my job doesn't requires what I'm currently studying now?
And everything restart again?
I know life is all about learning
but not be able to apply what you have learn yet and starting to learn new stuffs again is not fun at all.

What if ? What if? What if?

Amazing moments

2011-07-04T22:08:00.001+08:00

Everything gonna be alright?

2011-07-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

Life's getting Harder...

2011-06-26T00:42:00.001+08:00

This 2 weeks hols was indeed a Total Unproductive one

First week at Philippine, 2nd week Dear's bday chalet,hanging out with friends,work etc

In conclusion=NO WORK DONE AT ALL-_- beside PJ 3 which is the easiest of all.

I have like in total ard 5 to 6 projects, assignments,be it individual or grp work,

deadlines all within 2 to 3 weeks from now:(

Every time i signed in to Mel and try to start doing sth, I'll tell myself maybe next time?

feeling super nua and really losing my self discipline which i should not let that happened!

To be honest, I'm really struggling between study and work now
but obviously i do not have the luxury to quit my job,No money=No income. How to survive?

Already working lesser days now and the income I've is srsly not enough for me to cover my expenses at all.

Transportation fees,hp bills,internet fees ,daily expenses etc!

How i wish I can just concentrate on my studies instead of having to worry about all these?

Life's already tough since young and it's getting even tougher now...
i dunno how long i can endure and take all this all on my own

but once again i guess I've no choice but to persevere and pull through it'

perhaps letting it all out and silently breaking dwn whenever it needed without letting anyone know?

Afterall,That's my life...

Dear's 21st Bday:D

2011-06-17T02:01:00.002+08:00

They look identical in this pic!

The Group of Brothers!

Dear's 21st bday at pasir ris PA Chalet!

A crazy and havoc nights esp the first night, drink drank drunk!

Blood,vomit, and drama happened.

Anw it was definitely fun with the usual big group again:)

Mr Ong,I Love you more and more each day<3

though at times u was late meeting me,like really late due to ur pig sleeping habit

but i dunno why I can't bring myself to be angry with you,Good or bad?

Just know that i seem to be getting more and more greedy?

No,i cant afford to esp when sch reopen we need to start focusing on our studies.

Thanks for letting me feel the way i have nvr feel before ,I hope u feel the same way too:)

Ohh no....This is addictive!

6D5N @ Philippines

2011-06-17T01:31:00.000+08:00

6D5N BZSE Trip over at Philippines was another memorable and meaningful one!
It's the very first trip with fellow poly mates, though i'm not that close to anyone of them yet but still i had
enjoy myself and at the same time exploring a new country again!

I really enjoys and love travelling:D

PAUSE?

2011-05-21T11:43:00.000+08:00

There's a scary thought appear in my mind every now and there

I'm tired and no motivated at all in my work

I keep telling myself that things will get better soon

and i should work hard

but it seem like my mind and body is not coordinating well , NOT AT ALL:(

confused, restless and feeling so sucky is all i feel most of the times.

I know i cant afford to quit and regret aft that

as there are no alternative road for me to go now

even if have i cant afford on those shorter roads too, That's my life.

I wanna Cryy:(

FIRST Week of School;LOST

2011-04-30T01:21:00.003+08:00

Poly life in NP officially started for a week

It was really a tiring week, starting all over again with new modules to learn

though part of them are quite familiar to me, similar to some we learnt in Ite

but i guess it already all being return back to the teachers now ,

this make me even more stress have to really WORK HARD

all the assignments and projects that we had been brief about for the entire sems sound kinda of hard!

The life here is really Different, we are really on our own independent learning.

My class are a group of 20plus consists of equivalent girls and boys

and obviously all of them are freshly graduated from sec school,1 or 2 from Jc

as expected I'm the only one from Ite and the lao zhar bo in class!

All of them are quite friendly people,just that i still never really talk to most of them yet

kinda of like different frequency? age gap? haha!

anw we will be classmates for years so hopefully i will be able to get along well with majority of them:)

I have been really quiet in class recently,not the usual siao siao me at all

I need to meet up and hang around with all my dearest ones

people that I can talk abt anything under the roof

ki siao and act like some retard ASAP before life get harder!

I MISS ITE LIFE, I MISS MY GIRLS,MY LADIES<3

I NEED $$$$!

Complicated

2011-04-17T01:46:00.000+08:00

School is starting in 1 day time

I dunno what feeling should I've now,Look forward or not?

What and how will be my 3 yrs life in Poly

studying on new stuffs with new lecturers,new enviroment,new classmates?

My adaptability is quite good and i dun usually encounter huge problem in handling and hanging around with new people

but somehow I'm lazy and not enthu to to do ?

Well,whatever it is just hope the best out of it.

Two is Better Than One

2011-04-06T01:55:00.000+08:00

31st of March was the released of our final sems results

I scored better than expected, 2A1B with a gpa of 3.66

accumulative 3.4plus!

1st of April was the posting for our poly course

and guess what!

I MANAGED TO GET INTO MY FIRST CHOICE!

Diploma in Business and Social Enterprise in Ngee Ann Poly:D

Was so happy when i read that,Hugged my sis ard the hse! hahaa!

time to collect enrollment package tml and in less than 2 weeks time

We are embarking on our whole new 3years journey!

Congrats to all those who managed to get in esp my dearest ones:)

The feeling is getting stronger as the days goes by

now i start to understand the meaning of it

though this is just the beginning ,but I shall have faith in it

TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE<3

Our Graduation trip @ BKK!

2011-04-06T01:05:00.005+08:00

End of our Journey! Back to SG

Final pic at Thailand airport!

All our barang barang! Too lazy to take out everything and take pic.

Ate fried crickets,bees & grasshoppers on our last night there! And i ate 6 bees,disgusting~~!

Time for a Full Body Massage after walking for the whole day!

Visited their Zoo! The pond fishes are freaking BIG!

CHARTUCHAK! Endless lanes of shop,walked until all of us blur!

Happy feet,Foot spa!

OCEAN WORLD! Amazing place,3 levels which took us hrs to finish the tour:)

Joan and her fave shop,Naraya!

Platinum Mall

Night marker along the streets outside our hotel,The slipper cost only 100baths each! $4 plus sing dollar!

TUK TUK! this hotel provide really good service:D

The start of our Journey:D

Our 6days 5 nights holiday trip at BKK was an awesome and memorable one:D

Invaded their shopping paradise,Famous temple, Ocean world,Zoo!

Local roadside foods plus our first time eating disgusting insects like crickets,bees and grasshoppers!

We traveled and explored every places on our own, by tuk tuk,sky train and cab,
Bargain with the people despite the differences in language.
spent our night watching some gross movie at hotel room ,squeezing in one bed and snatching for blanket
endure with sl nonsense everyday! LOL!
Slept for less than 5 hrs , woke up early in the morning and out for the whole day!
The weather was cooling instead of the usual hot weather it should have,kinda of weird but it was comfortable compared to SG freaking hot weather now.

I LOVE HOLIDAYS and going overseas:)
Shall start saving $$$ ,probably another country by the end of the yr,TW or HK?

Qing's Advanced Bday Lunch:)

2011-03-21T17:34:00.001+08:00

Qing's Advanced Bday Lunch at harbour front,Hi tea dim sum buffet:)

The place was like some wedding dinner banquet style layout ,5 of us like tai tai having our yam cha session!

Hope you enjoy this simple celebration! will get you the BB housing and casing at bkk k,Love you<3

'Incentive Trip'!

2011-03-13T02:09:00.002+08:00

Post exam "Incentive" trip at Sentosa followed by Holland V Xlb steamboat:D

A great day out with ladies,playing some silly games,taking stupid photos and eat till our stomach bloated!

School has come to an end and we have unofficially graduated from Bishan ITE

a place where i spent my 3 years post sec sch life

On a negative side

it's actually an extra 3 years,bearing the consequences of not studying hard for O level

but on a positive side

it's actually an extra lesson in life,I won't say my ite is really memorable or wonderful

nevertheless it had given me new experiences, enhance my moral and motivated me in striving hard to achieve what i want.

Laos community trip,Shanghai World expo 1mth Iap was a really great experience

it had given me the chance to go somewhere which might be even offer in jc or poly,

perhaps yes but hard to get chosen.

Final exams was manageable though there's a low chances of me scoring well for it

careless mistakes here and there,let's hope that at least I will be able to maintain the end gpa and get into one of the courses!

Time to Enjoy and Celebrate now !

My agenda for the following week:

Lunch/Dinner meet up with friends for the entire week with 2 days of work in between

USS with girls on the following Monday follow by 2 days of work

then off we fly to BKK for our 6D5N trip!!!

Anddd,the next day when we arrive back to SG

the release of final result which will decide on our new journey for the next 3years!

Anw LIFE IS ALL ABOUT MOVING ON.....

"A NIGHT TO REMEMBER!"

2011-02-25T12:47:00.004+08:00

IEF!

Mr Faris!

Us with Mr Sam:)

Both pic dun have Qing! Supervisor of the usher for the day,too busy to take pic,Lol!

We worked hand in hand and did a great job(Y)!

With Hanis and Nina!

'Stage girl' for the day!

First time clubbing with the girls except Joan!

25th of FEB indeed was "A Night to Remember"!

Months of planning, hard-work and effort of IEF for our one and only Prom night was successfully carried out!

No mishaps,incidents,running out of time etc!

The emcees was great ,the guests were supportive and spontaneous

All of us work hand in hand to work this out,esp on that night with Joan,Sally and Sharifah:D

Everyone of them had enjoyed themselves and given us really positive feedback for the night!

I guess that's the best part abt organizing and running an event

the process is hard,facing so many obstacles,miscommunication and other stuffs

what matters the most is the outcome of it,the feeling is like so GREAT,a huge sense of 成就感！

Our night didnt just end there, aft prom night party with fellow girls

It was our first night tgt at Zouk!

Though the place was overly crowded,we were being squeeze like sardine and all our legs were in great pain due to wearing heels for the whole day,walking and running abt!

Still enjoyed my night with them,afterall it's the people that matters:)

And now it time to FOCUS ,MUG HARD for Final papers!

Life is a echo

2011-02-25T02:12:00.000+08:00

In and Out

2011-02-22T01:08:00.001+08:00

The Future lies in our own Hands.

2011-02-18T02:10:00.001+08:00

2 more weeks and I'm done with this!
Presentations,prom night next week and here we are getting ready to study for final exams!
To be honest,
i have no motivation at all now
but i guess no matter what i will stilll try my very best and push myself to mug hard
before i regret and get so fed up with myself again!
Mandy Lam you have to believe in yourself and most importantly dun let urself down k!
A tougher road lies ahead so i must conquer this
And i will get to enjoy my holiday ,do some crazy shopping at BKK!
Always reminding myself, The Future lies in our own Hands.

好久不见夏老师!

2011-02-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

Primary sch mates and besties gathering over at our chinese teacher 夏老师 hse!
It was great meet up with them,didnt expect 14 of them to turn up!
our usual group plus mates who I've not see them ever since we graduate
that's like 9 years!
everyone of us on a different path now and in fact heading on to a new path soon
be it uni,army or for me poly!
Hope we will always meet up at least once in a while despite being busy!
Endless laughter and recalling our epic pri sch moments ,the guys are still the same jokers like how we used to hang ard last time:)
Andd i cant wait to go the Dog shelter for volunteering work tgt with zumei,darren and his gf!
Love dogs andd doing sth meangniful,I'm sure it will a great experience!

In Between Night !

2011-02-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

Green Petals Girls Signature Pose! Classic!

Cny gathering at Dearest Boss Ade's hse!
Dinner,catching up followed by gambling, played blackjack and won some money
aft that started to play in between and lose $$ until my wallet empty!
the more we want to clear that pile of money,the more we were be putting it,Scaryy!Lol!
anw in the end we spilted the amt as it was getting late .
Thanks ade,The best boss I've ever met :D

新年快乐！

2011-02-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

This year CNY was kinda of boring!

and i guess as the yr goes by it will get worst?

only went to a few hse and eat,gamble is all we do.

Not a Happy cny at all?! Whatever it is just hope for a better yr ahead!

Dearest Sis 21st bday:)

2011-02-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st BDAY to my Dearest Sis !

Went down to her chalet at downtown and got her a polaroid camera for her present:)

Anw sis i love you lots<3

though we always argue and fight over stupid stuffs but still i know u care for me and vice versa!

we must xiang yi wei ming !

Hello February!

2011-02-01T02:11:00.001+08:00

It's the second month of year 2011!
First month of the year was as usual,the same old routine.
Studying, cracking my brain to do projects
every morning forcing myself to get out from the bed to go sch was a torture
keep having to constantly remind myself,MIND OVER BODY!
It's already the last lap,though sometimes it still failed ?!

Work! Not much crowd even though it was the mth for shopping of cny clothes
enjoyed most of my time at work talking to colleagues beside getting really tired of having to put on a fake smile and endure all those nonsense from demanding customers. Customers is always right?

Social life! Spending most of my remaining free time with the 4 of them
enjoyed every outing,even it was only just a simple dinner meet up
At times i feel loved by them when they did or buy sth for me just because of a causal remarks I've said
This might be a simple action but to me it's really a form of assurance :)
Thought sometimes I'm tired of being the one organizing meet up but i guess this is my role in our friendship.

Things goes wrong,misunderstanding happened
ppl you used to clique with calling you a faker ,saying you at twitter,hating you due to some stupid reasons
remain silence doesn't mean I'm scare of you or whatever just cant be bother to care so much and try to explain myself or argue with her. I'm an adult, i handle matters like an adult not a kid
I dun hate them as i always believe What is meant to be will be,so just let it be.
Maybe i should thanks them?It was only aft all those shit
we started to hang ard with Qing,Sally and Shengling
As we get to know each other better,we came to realized we belong to the same world
At least we share common views and thinking towards sth, and most importantly we behave like adults
andd because of me they might be hate for no reasons but still they are not bother by it,appreciate that alot.
It might seem to be a little bit late for all these to begins as we hardly talk to each other(beside qing) throughout the 1yr 6 mth in class but neverthless i hope we can make the best out of it and maintain this friendship or making it better:) This was really an extra bonus!

Indescribable feelings,somehow tell me how should i feel at times like these?
An obstacle I always face,afraid of it
dun ask me why,i wish i know why too...

HAPPY 20TH BDAY BELOVED WENN!

2011-01-24T00:19:00.002+08:00

The fish eye lens is damn cool!

Bday Kiss for my beloved Wenn<3

Love this candid pic!

My beloved girls XOXOXO

20 Balloons for her bday! The strong wind was giving us problem holding on to it!

A 'Surprise' for beloved Wenn at Marina Barrage!

20 Balloons stuffed inside the back of a car,Strong wind and scorching sun

Polaroid,Fish eyes lens and cam whore time:)

Happy 2OTH BDAY to WENDY, I Love you <3

有时候,,,

2011-01-19T17:02:00.005+08:00

有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。

有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。
有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。

有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。

有时候，想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。

有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。

有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。

有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。

有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。

有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢的无影无踪。

有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。

有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。

有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。

有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。

有时候，很容易感动别人的关怀，有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。

有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，任凭叹息，自己却无能为力。

其实，有时候，真的会想这么多。。。
丢了的自己，要记得捡回来……

Where's my rainbow?

2011-01-19T16:41:00.004+08:00

At times like this,I'm really tired

all i want is just a peaceful life and a mutual communication among us

It's actually not hard to achieve but why izit seem to be so difficult to understand and know what you are thinking

it seem like our matters are not impt to you

i admit we are all busy with our life and always ended up neglecting each other

but when we need ur help means we really need it so why are you giving us such a cold attitude

and doing other thing first before attending to ours?!

Hate this feeling that I'm having all the time, HELPLESS

跟自己說聲對不起，因為偽裝讓自己很累

跟自己說聲對不起，因為含淚的微笑我沒有傾訴

人生充滿了不確定，你只能努力；人生充滿了不確定，實在不用想太多

3months later...

2011-01-15T01:09:00.003+08:00

Around 8 more weeks 3 years ITE life will come to an end

3 extra years of studying is really long ,seeing most of my friends studying at poly and graduating soon heading to Uni or going overseas for studies

but here I am just abt to go poly? together with teenagers that are born at 1993 or 1994

When we are already reaching our 20s, young adults stage?

Alright i know that's not the main pt of everything,we might be slow but still we are moving on

so we can't afford to let that be our obstacles!

Anw went to poly open hse last week and look at some of the courses,went online to read on the courses that I'm interested in.

Business and Social Enterprise- They only opened to Ite students last yrs and only took in 1 student! this course seem to be quite appealing to me! Rather than those standard business course.
Tourism & Resort management
Leisure and Resort management

All businness courses are definetly gonna be super competivtive esp among olevel students and the cut off pts will probably be quite high! Will I be able to get in to the poly and course i want?

I dun wish to waste another 3 years studying on sth which I hate, really no pt!

What to do make myself feel more secure= STUDY HARD ,DO PROJECT AND GO ON THE WAY FOR THE LAST LAP!

We can't Fly the Kite Up!

2011-01-06T21:00:00.001+08:00

Polaroid!

2 regular pizza and 20 drumlets!

Plus Tibits!

Cam-whore time!

Trying our best to fly the kite up but failed-_-

Picnic and failed Kite Flying at Marina Barrage! From raining to drizzling and when the rain finally stopped we were so happy as we thought we can fly our kite up! BUT the 4 of us ended up struggling for almost an hr?! From no one to more and more ppl came,followed by more and more kites up in the sky but ours?! still ...halfway hanging there?! LOL! Totally no talent at flying a KITE UP! Steamboat for dinner! We ate for 2 hrs plus non stop ,filling our stomach with endless prawns and scallops!

BYE 2010! HI 2011!!!

2011-01-01T23:32:00.061+08:00

Happy New year everyone!
Time really files, and here the arrival of year 2011!
Year 2010 was definitely a meaningful and eventful year!
Here are some of the things,people and events that mark a milestone in my 2010!

LAOS COMMUNITY OVERSEAS TRIP!

The overseas trip was indeed a wonderful and unforgettable experience!We Start from a whole pile of soil to 2 buildings!The kids there was adorable and friendly, although language was our barrier but we managed to overcome it and have fun with each other!I will nvr forgot how they repeat aft what i said,shouting Mandy Susu!

The group of friends we know through this trip! We come from different colleges and course, esp me and joan was the only 2 from Bishan ITE but through meetings,bonding chalets etc it only took us a while to bond with each other before,during and aft the trip:) Although as the times goes by the grp become smaller and now only left the 5 of us but no matter what it was great knowing all of them and the times spent tgt will not be forget!

As for Joan,SL,BP &ZX, Thanks for everything u guys did throughout this year! Let's us maintain this friendship tgt k! I know the future is unpredictable and we will never know what will happen and there are no promise that our friendship wont face obstacles that cause changes? But keeping and maintaining a close friendship is sth that i will always try my best to ,no matter what izit let's us hope that our friendship will last as long as possible and have more fun tgt! Love you guys<3

2. 19TH Years old Bday surprise and cake smashing!

Outside my house with cake and plates of whip cream on their hand,all ready to smash me! abd the girls were with them too! From head to toe covered with chocolate and whip cream! A dirty ,smelly yet memorable birthday<3

3. One month stay at SHANGHAI for World Expo 2010 as Singapore Pavilion ambassadors!

The first time staying overseas for such a long period of time! went for interview during feb and didnt get back any news so all of us thought the trip was cancel. Just then at oct we received news that I'm selected for the trip! Excited and looking forward as it was really a rare opportunity for us to be involved and be part of this world event! With our luggage the 5 of us took off to Shanghai without any teachers following us! Reached there without knowing the place or anyone there,figured our own way out to the hostel! Luckily we met 2 friendly girls ,Xiao Wei & Crystal over there who are from TP and there for their iap, they show us the way to work and bring us ard,aft a while we laughed and crapped tgt during work ,eat endless xiao long baos! People we work with at SG pavilion are awesome ppl!
My humorous yet smart team leader Mr Duanfa! Always not giving him face and 'qurraling' with him!
Our nanny,team B leader Miss Lorianne! She is a funny and caring person just like a big sister or mother who take care of us and teach us stuffs we need to know at there:)
Our STB IC,Chris! At first we thought she was a serious person but after a while we start to talk to her and find her quite nice ,easy to get along !
Senoir volunteer Cindy! A cute and nice to talk to abult!
Not forgetting the security guards, a few of the wuhan guides and all the cheeky dancers!

4. Lastly year end 3D2N Trip at Seremban!

A Short yet fun trip! First time taking train to Malaysia which took us 6 hrs to reach!eat non stop,Knocking my head everywhere i go, acting like some siao cha bo at car and really Thanks cousin for driving and bringing us ard the place! Thanks Sl ah gong for letting us to sleep at his hse:)

5. Of course not forgetting my beloved girls! Wendy,Michelle and Evelyn<3

7 years and still counting on! Though we don't meet up as often as last time cause all of us are busy with our own stuff, be it sch,work and friends.I strongly believed our friendship will withstand all these and stay strong for the years to come! Partying,gossiping with you girls is always the best &irreplaceable<3

of course there were times when i feel sad ,stupid stuffs happened, 'distance with some friends but well not all stuffs are under our control.

What is meant to be will always be, no matter how hard i tried or at least i know at least I had tried my best.

People walk in and out of our life during diff part of the journey

No pt forcing sth which is just not meant to be,perhaps Letting go is the best solution.

That's mark an end to my wonderful year 2010!

Lets hope for a even more meaningful year 2011 ahead

with new hopes,new resolutions and embarking on a new journey at March!

Going Home! 回家走走!

2010-12-31T13:54:00.032+08:00

On the 6hrs train ride to our destination!

Reached SL's ah gong hse!

Peaceful place!

Look like some yue nan mei posing for their portfolio pic! hahha!

Lunch at Hongkong cafe~

At their KTV! Finally get to sing aft sooo long! Cheap cheap only:D

A&W! We dun get to eat this at SG anymore:(

On the 2nd day! Bought tixs to KL!

All falling asleep at our 1hr ride!

Reached! Went time-square which is so freaking big! and other shopping mall too!

Lunch at Old Town White Coffee!

Shopping at TESCO EXTRA! bought tidbits and food back for dinner:)

The guys and cousin's sis plus mum cooking the dinner for us:)

A home cooked dinner<3

Recalling our childhood memories at an old toy shop!

And we bought 10boxes of this! POP POP!

All our barang barang! Like we were there for a week?!

3D2N TRIP at SL hometown,Seremban:)

Although it was a short trip but feel like we were there for a week!

As we did like 3 days stuff in a day!

Traveling from one place to another,.getting hungrily easily and eating non stop!

Shopping at KL TimeSqaure which is like so freaking big!

Recalling our childhood memories,visiting old toys and tibits shop!

falling asleep at everywhere we could as we were severely lack of rest!

Definitely a GREAT Trip:D

Next to go BKK~~!!!

X'MAS DINNER at SL hse:D

2010-12-24T00:38:00.003+08:00

Mini Xmas log cake!

Dishes for the day!

The drum is bigger than ZX face!

Time for grp pics<3

Exchanged presents when the clock hits 12!

Happily opening their presents!

All clothes or shorts,My one was a big schedule book!

All my XMAS Presents! Thanks everyone:D

Xmas eve night was spent at Sl hse tgt with joan and guys<3

The guys prepared and cooked the whole meal for us again:)

A simple yet sweet meal!

As usual played cards,games and exchanged presents when the clock hits 12!

went out for a walk then homed at 7plus slept for a few hrs

we met up again ard evening at nex mall for movie, "Meet the Parents,Little Fockers!"

That sum up my Xmas celebration for the yr!

Green Petals Xmas Dinner at TCC:)

2010-12-23T23:50:00.003+08:00

GreenPetals Girls and our dear boss Ade<3

With Ade,the nicest boss I've met till now:)

With Ling and Vi:)

Xmas Dinner at International building TCC with Ade and fellow colleagues:)
The whole cafe was probably filled with our laughter!
Had a great meal and presents exchange time,second time celebrating xmas with them
and i already worked there for more than a yr!
It was an enjoyable night !

Trekking at MacRitchie!

2010-12-23T22:34:00.001+08:00

Trekking at MacRitchie with Joan ,Sally and Hanis!
Our main objective was only the HSBC TreeTop Bridge but we ended up walking the whole reservoir .
The journey took us 4 hrs!
From walking on the rocks,road,uphills & downhills.
4 of us getting so freaked out,hugged tgt when we were surrounded by grp of monkeys!
I was scared by a stupid monkey while walking back to the bus stop
forgetting that i have a bottle of 100plus on my hand so the monkey keep looking,following me
until Sally shouted " Mandy! throw away ur 100plus!"
Stoned for a while then threw the bottle to the side and the monkey went aft it!
couldnt imagine if i do this a min ltr,perhaps the monkey will just jump on me hur!
In conclusion,We hate monkeys!

3 Months time...

2010-12-20T03:19:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to my Dearest Aunt<3!

I need to start thinking about my life aft Ite
which is like going to happen in ard 3 mths time
cant afford to score bad for this sems
but obviously I'm getting more slack-_-
i really do not wish to regret again
What course to go?
what poly to go?
or should i said what will be the avaliable choices for me?
competing with fellow mates and olevel students?!
I will be so old,
like one big sister as majority of them will be freshly olevel graduates girls and boys
Well, i know sometimes age doesnt matter? as we will still get to click with at least a few ppl in class,hopefully?
Besides that,If i really get into poly,sch will end late
but i still need to squeeze out time to work
poly=higher expenses.no work no money!
but i need to study well and focus at sch too,no more skipping of sch or at least like now-_-
This means i really need to practice extra self discilpine, it is really gonna be real tough? i can predict it now
boss asked me if i will continue to work at that time obviously i will prefer to stay at this job
it not easy to look for a flexible job with reasonable pay,cute colleagues and nice boss
but if time really dun allow me to,perhaps i will have no choice to quit
and probably find those event or other job which equals to unstable pay?
that me,always thinking about this and that
perhaps people might be telling me not to think so much
but i cant avoid it cause these problems will always exists and i have to face it no matter what
I know it the best,no one can really understand me at times.

In 3 mths times
A new stage of life will begin all over again
New obstacles ahead for us to overcome it
I have to be determine to achieve my goals
I'm already behind the race
there is no time to waste anymore.
Time files esp as the yr goes by and as we grow older
we are more busy and have to worry abt more stuffs,That life!

5 more day to xmas! All i want for Xmas is?!
11 more day to 2011! New year resolutions!

Happy Birthday Ling!

2010-12-15T15:46:00.000+08:00

Monday lesson was cancel ! so we didn't have to go sch
actually not much diff cause seem like we had already self declare hols!
Anw met up with 3 grp of ppl in a day!
First was Qing, shopped ard town to get present for ling
then met up with joan,sl and bp for movie 'The chronicle of Narnia'
Final stop,met colleagues at Bugis ,Pre celebration for Ling's bday
had steamboat,laughing and talking and cabbed home at 1plus!
Torture nights again:(
cant sleep well for no reason
maybe too stress abt $$$ and what bday and xmas present to buy! Lol!
turning ard for bed everyday for hrs
wake up during noon and worst of all still feeling tired!

Bride of the World 2010

2010-12-15T15:27:00.001+08:00

Attended Bride Of The World 2010 last thurs with mates at Media corp studio

An interesting event,but the commercial break for a recorded show kills our patience luh!

We were supposed to be there and support Singapore representative when we dun even know her! lol!

blowing whistle,using the clappers to create as much noise as possible

that's our role over there!

Anw it will be telecast at channel 5 on Xmas day,Miss Bride of the world 2010 belong to...!!

2010-12-01T16:40:00.000+08:00

I'm Losing my

Focus
Concentration
Motivation
Discipline

It's already the last lap of long 3 yrs
i shouldnt be losing all these at this pt of time!
but i cant help it,no mood go sch,go sch nvr pay attention during lesson
going sch just for the sake of it,Attendance
sometimes i dun even know why i sch go for
when i cant absorb most of the stuffs
I guess no matter what i still have to force myself to complete the last lap!

NEBO QUEST 2010

2010-11-21T22:53:00.001+08:00

NEBO QUEST 2010!

Our Team named 'Super Girls'?!

The guys took part too:)

At some of the stations,Rope course,stacking cups!

All drenched and run under the heavy downpour!

End of event,collecting our goodies bags

Joan & Sally won themselves extra goodies bags for being the first 50 to add and comment 4square

both of them so excited when they saw their name luh!

Early in the morning,making our way to downtown!

NEBO QUEST 201O at Downtown East yest!
Woke up at 5plus in the morning and made my way there
reached DT at 8,registered,get changed,meet up with the guys and my breakfast.
The amazing race only started at 10 before that was a briefing session
the Mc was quite funny and entertaining,we were like laughing at his action.
Started the race with High element rope course as our first station!
Years since i played that! always played that during npcc life back in sec sch
now old le become timid le la!Lol
Then walked damn far to our next station,Stacking cups!
followed by the third station where we have to move ourselves to the ending pt with our legs on the Matt
the game was quite easy but we laughed non stop till stomach cramp luh!
which made us lose our concentration and wasted our energy on laughing!
the game Marshall cannot tahan us ,said dunno what we laughing at!
Now my whole body hurts and joan hand hurts probably due to not playing it probably at that!
4th station was the moving of chairs from the end to the front, easiest of all!
5th station was skipping rope,each of us have to skip 50times!
it not hard but i cant remembered how long i last skip luh! more than 3 yrs?!
Actually there are 6 stations in total but just when i skip finish
Sudden heavy downpour~!! All of us were drenched and we walked back under the rain!
Changes was made due to it and we settled dwn at the hall,do our second part Q&A paper
followed by lucky draw and prize presentation
the prizes for the first and second team was super good! Ipads,laptops,travel tix!!
though we didn't win anything but it was a fun day:)
After that headed to zx hse and slack,all of us too tired
so treated his hse like ours! hahaa
on the tv ourselves,lie on the sofa and rocking chair!
Then have Fish head steamboat for dinner after a long day!

Alright,I have been too busy with sch,work,going out and severely lack of sleep
now my body is telling me she is tired and getting weaker
keep feeling unwell easily though i will feel better after a good sleep
but this is like a cycle within a mth,on and off sickness:(
Headache,giddy,lost of appetite and throat pain!
Having all these right now!

2010-11-14T23:47:00.001+08:00

"The deepest principle in human nature is the craving to be appreciated and the desire for a feeling of importance"

I need a strong sense of belonging,
a strong sense of secure,
make an extra effort to make me feel that i am impt to u( if i am)
As I'm a girl who is srsly lack of the sense of security,
I hate to assume,I hate to think negatively
Although I always couldn't help it but to think in that way &
I always try to hide it but there are times when I will be tired, like now..
always trying to strike a balance among study,work & play
My life revolve ard this 3 things now.
There are times
out of nowhere my mood will become so down
no particular reason, perhaps it's just everything accumulate tgt all at once
I know i keep too much stuffs all within myself, and always trying to put on a happy front
Alright! just ranting it all out ,no matter what
I know that's my life and that my character
I will be fine after a good sleep:)

MegaMind Vs MetroMan!

2010-11-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

<3!

Love her lots! <3

Watched MegaMind with Joan & the guys on last fri 5th!

Cute and funny movie!

Steamboat for Dinner as i was craving for it since i came back,Thanks guys:)

Usual routine aft that,went iluma arcade for a while

Draw log for our exchange of Xmas present at mrt station

took us some time to finalise who is giving who!

I'm sure this is sth new for the guys again hur,Like once again! haha

All thanks to me and Joan for always having so many patterns!

Let them have a chance to experience,and really appreciate that they always pei he the both of us:)

Mic's 19th Bday!

2010-11-10T16:51:00.000+08:00

A crazy and high night at zouk on the Sat night with the girls:)

First time i feel the kick ? Lol!

Anw it was really fun ,next time shall go wild again!

On the very next day,we met up for picnic over at Marina Barrage

a simple and enjoyable evening spent with girls<3

Spooktecular Halloween 2010!

2010-10-31T21:20:00.003+08:00

Halloween Night at Sentosa!

They keep forcing me to wear this mask! LOL!

Here we are,ready to be scare?!

Time for some Pics with the "GHOSTSS~~!!"

This Gesha is crazy! 'She' went ard chasing and scaring ppl while screaming! Funny!

Supper at Lau Pat Sat! Stingray,Lala,vege,Gong Gong & Satay!

This year Halloween night was spent at Sentosa Spooktecular tgt with Joan and the guys:)

There were 4 parts in total though the queue was long and it was so hot!

but afterall everything was quite fun

Joan and zx kena scared the most hur!

The room was in total darkness luh,

i was been scared a few times when i cant see a thing and

suddenly the "Ghosts" appeared infront of me! LOL!

Made our way to Lau pat sat for supper as all of us were starving!

Finally ate some local foods after coming back for a week

i was craving for so many foods,that i keep wanting to order more

have not been really eating well luh,everyday eat one meal only?!

Anw Thanks guys! knowing i want to eat those foods:)

Walked to clark quay to take Nr home and see so many diff characters at there,

Once in a year Halloween night !

Tml gonna be the start of my hectic weeks!

School in the morning,going for some site reccee during noon

and heading to work after that!

'First' day of work aft a month of 'OFF'! haha!

Back to Green Petal! without me knowing i already work there for a year!

The longest job i have work,with nice boss and colleagues:)

Happy Bday to Dearest Eve:)

2010-10-30T18:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2OTH BIRTHDAY EVELYN<3

SURPRISE~~!!

The process before she arrived, Bday surprise was a success!

She cried upon seeing all of us:)

The Happy Bday Girl!

Group pic tgt with her poly mates:)

The board we made for her!

The Girls!

With pretty Evelyn<3

With my 3 Beloved Girls,Wenn,Mic & Eve!

May our friendship last long long! LOVE YOU GIRLS&<3

Beloved Mic <3

Beloved Wenn <3

Surpise Bday party for Eve tgt with her polymates at Links Hotel!
We decorated the place and the whole floor was filled with hundred balloons
even till the toilet and we were having difficulties walking ard the room!
Our plan was a success! she was shocked to see her poly mates and cried upon seeing all of us:)
Spent the night eating ,drinking and playing games
till we were too noisy and got chased out of the room by the security guards!
as there are too many of us,15 in total so the rest of us went to the carpark and sit ard there
continue playing our games,we look like having some illegal gathering luh.
ard 5 Cabbed home with mic and wenn
It was a wonderful night spent:) Glad that eve had enjoyed the night too!

Once again,Happy birthday eve!
Stay happy and may all ur wishes come true!
More 7yrs to come k! Love you<3

Flying Back To Singapore!

2010-10-25T17:07:00.004+08:00

Checking out from our one mth hse at SH,Beehome!

Thanks XiaoWei for the touching letter:) Meet up once 2 of you are back too!

At Airport with our luggage!

Final grp pic before we leave SH

Dinner!

It was not enough for all of us luh! Esp from the big portion of meals we had in shanghai,this is more like a side dish only? LOL!

Thanks guys for coming to fetch me tgt with my family! I was totally shocked when i saw them,

LOVE THEM INFINITY<3!

Last day @Shanghai

Lunch tgt with XiaoWei and Crystal :)

The Mian bao che came and fetched us at 2.30

it was raining heavily again! same as the day when we left sg to come here luh

so we were carrying our da bao xiao bao and luggage under the rain! Pathetic us!

Luckily Xiaolee Shifu and the rest told us abt the rental of this van

which defintely saved us alot of trouble if we were to take cab to airport instead.

Reached airport,checked in and walked ard while waiting to board our flight at 7!

5hrs plus ltr we were back in SINGAPORE at 12plus MD!!!

all of us cant believe we are leaving and we stayed one mth at Shanghai

all alone by ourselves without any teacher there

without knowing anyone there at the first place

went ard exlporing the country on our own

The one mth seem to be short and long at the same time!

Whichever it is,It was really a memorable and unforgettable experience!

every single moment be it good or bad make up the precious times we had at there:)

Reached airport and saw aunt ,sis they all

i was happily talking to them and answering my aunt questions

till sth really funny or should i sae stupid happened!

The Conversation was like this

Aunt: “Joan 他们没有来接你?

ME: 没有啦，我明天跟他们出去了

AUNT: “去哪里？

ME: "晚餐咯，他们太想我了!"HAHA

AUNT: 不知道为什么我的NIECE 这么GONG?!!" ( Said in Hokkien)

ME: Turned ard and saw Joan,Sl,Bp,Zx standing behind of me laughing!

I was totally shocked when i saw them luh

felt so stupid and touched at the same time!

all of them couldn't stop laughing at my blurness!

Anw really appreciate them for coming dwn to fetch me

congrats for finally succeed in bluffing me hur!
although we "quarrel" once we saw each other!
That our way of communicating?! LOL!
Sat the same van before i fly off with the same grp of ppl

and went to yishun,had nasi lemak for supper tgt

told them my grandmother stories while eating

we joked ard like as if they know my family for very long le! LOL!

After that they came my hse to slack while waiting for the morning bus

It feels so great to be back home!

Seeing all my LOVES ONES once i reached SG

spenting the first night back in sg all tgt just like a big family<3!

Meanwhile coming back to SG

means i have to go back to my busy life!

Going back to sch catching up on what i had miss

last sems,last lap,i shall work even harder for it!

Going back to work! need to start saving up $$ again for our next overseas trip with them!

Meeting up with my beloved ones for bday celebrations,Halloween party etc!

Programs is already lined up for this coming weekend!

Farewell Dinner Esp for Us:)

2010-10-25T15:03:00.008+08:00

The night view from Lorraine's Hse!

Our Chef for the night! Mr Duanfa!

大闸蟹!

With Chris,our in charge from STB:)

Like this candid pic!
They are reading the poem JX wrote for his gf!

5 of us are VIPS for the night:)
The adults preparing while we rest on the sofa doing nth! Lol!

Crabs freshly Killed and Cooked!

Chris teaching us how to eat it!

All of us busy eating the crabs!!

YUMMYY~~!!

Advanced BDAY celebration for the 2 Oct bday girls,

Crystal and Jelly!

7 of Us:)) Enjoyed every moment we spent tgt at ShangHai :)

The adults with the cards we gave them:)

Time for a Group pic! Thanks for the dinner esp for us:)

Thanks DuanFa for the book!

Thanks Lorraine for the night too! See you in SG soon:)

Thanks Chris for giving us this opportunity to work at Singapore Pavilion! It was really an exclusive experience!

Farewell Dinner over at Lorraine's Hse on our last night at Shanghai :)

Duanfa specially cooked for us!

The atmosphere was like Chinese New Year when everyone of us sit on the sofa

taking photos,watching tv ,talking and laughing!

Gossiping and confession time ,eating delicious crabs!

Only left her hse at 1plus md

It was really a heart warming night:)

Last day at work:(

2010-10-25T13:16:00.001+08:00

Individual Pics with the Dancers!

Shelia,Eddy,Wai wan,Tammy,Xiao xiang,Xiao xue,Ya ting,and Adam:)

Pretty girls and cute guys most impprtantly friendly!

hopefully we will get to see the few who are singaporeans maybe along the streets? LOL

4 of us with Harry:)

With Lorraine! Like our Mother:)

The cute Wuhan guide who we talked to at skygarden:)

Zhenghua,"Meng niu",the security guard who i talked the most to,also at skygarden luh!

that place is a nice location to talk to them:)

Our Very Cute Singapore Pavilion Mascot,Liu Lian Xiao Xin!

OUR TEAM!

Pris,Xiaowei,Doris,Angela,Sharon,me and Duanfa:)

With our driver! Xiao Lee Shifu! Thanks for fetching us to work/ back to hostel!

Last day of work!

managed to do my last vip tour with 3 little cute kids.

And as usual at EA,taking pics with dancers,security guard,wuhan guide and fellow colleague:)

Bid GoodBye with them aft work and left the expo with a heavy heart:(

Gonna miss the Shanghai Expo, Singapore Pavilion and every single person that we work with!

STB ppl,Both team ppl,Dancers,Security Guards!

and miss repeating the same stuffs over and over again everyday!

“欢迎来到新加坡馆...我们的外表像一个音乐盒...主题是城市交响曲...

这里是绿色通道，不是普通通道

只有75岁的老年人，轮椅，婴儿推车，肢体残疾

通通只能一人陪同，没有例外，没有商量的余地!”哈哈！

Beehome room, ah yi cleaning our room for us everyday

Xiao long bao,shui jiao, sheng jian bao, milk tea etc!

And crazy shopping at QI PU LU!! will miss shopping at there so much luh.

Health Minister Visit!

2010-10-22T01:16:00.004+08:00

5 of us working same shift again:)

We were stationed at the drums part,demostrating it to the Minister!
4 of us look stupid when we "rehearse" before he arrived!

Slacking time! Playing with the Formula One ,3D stimulator car ride!

Oil Pavilion! We didnt get to go:( the longest queue time take up to 12 freaking hours luh!

Coca Cola Pavilion!

With our "Mama San" Irene!

with Cute Cindy!

7 of us with them:)

On the 20th, Singapore Health Minister Visited our Pavilion

so pavilion was close from morning till noon and the 7 of us get to work tgt again!
Stationed at diff part and after he left we went to fight the battle at EA
repeating the same stuffs over and over again ,straining our voice.
After work went to some pavilions to take a look,dinner tgt then went back to hostel

Day 25; Japan Pavilion!

2010-10-17T20:33:00.001+08:00

7 Of us with our Pavilion Dancers! All of them are nice and friendly people:)

Watched Their dance performances until we also know the music and some of the nice steps esp the fountain dance! And we are always their "Bouncers" esp Pris while we help them out with photo taking session!

With Harry! The "Nanny" of the dance grp who we get to talk the most among them

Funny and cute guy:)

Finally another grp pic ,The 5 of us:)

Together with Xiaowei and Crystal!

the 2 really cute and friendly girls that we met over here:)

Individual pics with all of them:)

The whole grp of us plus Vicky!

After so long,finally the 7 of us working same shift! Working tgt,went Japan and some other pavilions tgt,dinner tgt and took shifu van hm tgt:)) Awesome day!

ASIA!

Japan Pavilion!

they dun allow photo taking inside, the showcase of their future technology they will be having is really cool and amazing!

CHINA Pavilion!

KOREA Pavilion!

And our very own Singapore Pavilion! the inside part of the whole pavilion!

Part One: Island Chorus

Part Two: Urban Bio Rhythm

plus F1 Night race section!

Our Multi Culture part!
Our Beautiful SkyGarden! Some of the flowers:)

7 of us working the same shift on Sunday!

Expo was flooded with people over the weekend!

No. of visitors hits 100000!

Work was CRAZY AND TIRING,

we were practically shouting to the crowd as our mics are not working!

The whole expo flooded with ppl and our EA queue was like super long

which lead to alot of arguements and fights!

Those ppl can get REALLY rude and aggressive!

So standing at EA means you will definitely get scolding from them,no one will miss this chance! LOL!

they wont let go of anyone just the diff in the level of rudeness and unreasonable stuffs!

I was being scolded by one auntie ,should said Insulted?!

the words she used was really super rude and insulting but luckily my endurance level quite high

cant be bother by what she said except for that particular sentence then i said her back!

then ppl ard me told me to walk off and dun be bother by what they said

yeah,cant be bother arguing with them only bring dwn our class!

just that i hate ppl to said till that part!

She wanted to complain me,so she try to see my name but too bad she cant read eng!

then there was this security guard told her “你看得懂吗？我让你看我的你投诉我吧！”

Funny guy luh! of course we are at the same side ,that the reason i respect and peifu most of the security guards that work at our pavilion!

Imagine getting scolding from their own country ppl every single day but still they have to be firm with the rule!

That Singapore! everything law by law.

4 More days till we will be back to sg

back to our normal life

going to sch,need to catch up on what we had miss

going to work and save money for the next overseas trip again!

meeting up with all my beloved friends:)

Day 23;城隍庙

2010-10-15T19:36:00.001+08:00

城隍庙,went their famous temple and pray:)

Ate non stop again! The tang bao and flower crabs!

Bought lots of local foods from this famous shop! 6 to 8 Boxes?!

Friday Offday went Shanghai Lao Jie again

visited a few temples to pray and went to buy some local foods to bring back to sg

Shopped ard while Pris went to make her hair.

2010-10-15T02:33:00.001+08:00

七浦路!

2010-10-15T01:34:00.004+08:00

OUR FAVORITE PLACE!

The place where we spent most of our money,off days and shopped till crazy for 3 to 4 times~!

I bet if we go there again we will still have sth to buy luh! LOL! This place cause us to be BROKE

Hate and Love it at the same time!

At 五角场!

AT 新天地! Their Clark/Boat Quay! Nice Buildings and lots of ang mohs there!

I guess we are the only 3 people wearing slippers walking ard Shanghai and making irritating flip flop sound while climbing down the stairs,Typical Singaporeans?! HAHA

The BIG bag i bought to put in all my stuffs!

It's off days again!

2 consecutive days:)

As usual went to our favorite place,七浦路！

The place where we Love and Hate at the same time

Love it as we bought lots of stuffs from there!

Hate it as we spent almost all our money there which cause us to be broke!

and went to change extra $$ before going ,exchange money over here is so troublesome!

need queue up fill in all those forms luh-_- think because too many fraud cases here.

and those super irritating people who keep pestering us to buy their fake branded stuffs!

one after another while walking ard the mall luh!

There was once when i get so pissed off and i shouted to the lady 不要不要我什么都不要!

which cause pris and jelly to laugh non stop aft that!

Anw really cannot resist tempatation and control ourselves!

TOO MANY STUFFS TO SHOP OVER THERE!!

we can never get sick of that place despite going there for 3 to 4 times le!

I believe we will still have stuffs to buy from there if we go again but

i think today is the last day as only left 2 offdays, shall go sightseeing instead!

After that went to 五角场 & 新天地 to walk ard then cabbed back to hostel,

delicious dumplings,sweet sour meats etc for dinner again!

8 MORE Days till we go back SG:)

Day 18!

2010-10-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

Dinner tgt! Xiao Wei 'booked' the second level for us so that we can eat peacefully! LOL!

Another round of crazy shopping during our offday!