Tuesday, May 29, 2012 @ 12:41 AM

Something really serious happened few days ago,

though everything is over and things seem to be back to normal now

but the scenarios is still vividly stuck in my head.

Had a huge argument and fight with my aunt ,we really fight not in terms of verbally.

Everything began from a small yet sensitive issue or should said one of the issue which i care the most. 

Came home from movie with bf to know that aunt throwing away my stuffs without even asking me 

worst of all, the thing does not belong to me.

Firstly, i was already boiling as i hate ppl touching my stuff even my family though i do admit sometimes my things are in a mess.

Secondly, she did not ask me before throwing it straight down to the rubbish bin.

Thirdly, not admitting she was in the wrong which obviously she was even when i tried telling her nicely.

So in additional to all those stated above, both of us who are equally hot headed and stubborn had a big argument followed by fight. 

couldn't control myself, temperature boiling and exploded ,

tears flowing dwn non stop while trying to talk to her.

Bf tried to stop and hold me back but guess I'm totally out of control at that pt of time.

From this we linked to many other topics, things that perhaps we have been trying so hard to keep it all within ourselves. Perhaps all along, there is sth wrong in the way we communicate with each other.

 Perhaps we had already take thing as it is .Perhaps we are just too tired and busy with our own life that we think this is alright and nth will happen since we have been living like this for years.

Lack of communication, which i really hope we will improve on it as times goes by.

Cried throughout the entire night, my eyes, my head and heart hurts

can hardly open my eyes the next morning, swollen eyes and face

glad that it is over now and no next time pls...

Thankful for ah ma being understanding enough for that night, and my dearest bf who protected me and 

perhaps he didn't know I saw him teared while i was crying.

There's a saying goes sth like this:

 A guy should never let his girl cry and when the girl make the guy cry 

this means she really means sth to him<3


I LOVE YOU OBP<3