Sunday, December 11, 2011 @ 10:14 PM

Last month of 2011

X'mas.new year eve etc is all coming up

Ct tml, sch break yet flooded with tonns of deadline

can i just disappear and leave everything down for the time being

nothing seem to really motivate me anymore

nothing seem to excite me easily anymore

Sick and tired of the life I'm having

doing everything for the sake of it , srsly meaningless.

If only I have a passion or a dream?

which i obviously have no idea what izit yet

I really want a change in my life, a positive and lively one.

i wanna change my lifestyle and perhaps change an environment in the future

Living in such a money minded and competitive country is draining all our energy away

focusing on the stuffs we have to do in order to survive but not enjoying life at all

well even if there are some form of enjoyments, no money=no talk.

We study like mad, work our days off, endure all these stress

 yet sometimes what we get back then we need to pay off and contribute back to the society and we left with nth much,how pathetic... 

So we take in whatever the country is giving us and live with it cause we have no choice?

If someone will to ask me, what's the things that keep me moving on in life? i would say nth, nth much at all...