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Facebook Twitter Tumblr![]() Mandy Lam Hui Yee 12 MAY 1991 Ngee Ann Poly,Business and Social Enterprise(BZSE) . ♥Spending time with friends,Singing,Shopping,Drama-ing,Eating. ♥Families & Friends. I'm a independent & complicating person I have different sides of me. Serious,Playful& Funny. As long as u are nice to me I'll be nice & simple to you. *LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM- *LIFE Never Was Easy. Grow up, Accept it ♥I was enchanted to meet you♥ Linkage
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Plan B
Friday, August 19, 2011 @ 4:15 AM
I'm LOST i need a direction Have been thinking so much recently What i want in life? What's my passion? I wanna quit and give up so badly now this is leading me to no where... I need a PLAN B I really wanna believe that i deserve a better life in my late 20s or 30s , at least a stable and peaceful one will do which is having a right husband by my side,family and kids. Doing a job which i like,or at least dun hate. After all these we have been through in the 20yrs, though i know life is not gonna be easy but I'm going to work hard for it I know some ppl work hard for their entire life which eventually lose the meaning of living? Work for the sake of $$,support family and the endless bills,expenses etc and for us now,study for the sake of cert to assure ourselves a better paying job though that does not fully grantee us that, work force is an entire different thing A higher cert might get us an easier entry to the jobs we want or a better paying job compare to a lower cert but i believe in long term,everything still depends on experience,skills and how well we perform to our duties So what if you get an all 'As' ,Gpa 3.5 or more yet not able to apply real life skills in your work? having knowledge that are perhaps useless to what we will be working in the future? Wasting years and years studying yet dunno what you are studying? Sometimes I believe it's really beyond the knowledge we get from books I know it will help us in someway but that is if we pursue our dreams towards that direction? That's the problem of Singaporeans, how many people actually dare to put dwn everything and really pursue our dreams? Less than 50%? Even if u really have, u need $$$ to pursue that? Sadly to say, in a modern and fast paced country like Sg ,everything is about money you have the cash, there will be alot more alternative ways and shorter path for u to choose, if you don't have then you will have no choice but to choose the longer road and wasting your youth off.. 老天爷 pls be a little bit mercy on me and let it happen if I work hard in life... |